[Smart man. Caitlyn’s not sure if she likes him or not.]
No justification of self-defense. [Is that a distinction she would have made had it not been pointed out? Unclear.] In either case, the end of a gun leaves no intention to question.
[A sound cracks the air—the snapping of wood? a trigger pulled?—and numbers roll once more. Is he still tired?]
Fifty-seven. [“Is there anyone who isn’t related to you by blood that you consider ‘family’?”]
[It's a gunshot - no - a backfiring engine on a red mustang - no - a skateboard, cracking in half - no - snapping bones, one right after the other, over and over and over and over.
[And he still hears the whispers. Yes, he's still tired, but he's standing up straighter, glaring at Caitlyn. There's something wild about his eyes, two dark gray tornadoes.]
I don't even consider the people related to me to be my family.
[He sounds like he could spit. The number doesn't change.]
[Noise like that has long stopped making Caitlyn flinch. She forgets others may not be so accustomed until meeting the storm in those eyes—and the saddest answer that question could possibly garner.
[The frown is immediate and involuntary.] How can you not— No, no, [blinking, cutting herself off] don’t answer that. You don’t need to. My answer’s yes.
[Caitlyn starts back-tracking, and Whelk rolls his eyes, letting his head bob along in a slow nod. Yeah, yeah. You get it. Her answer could be expected of most people. It still makes him sneer, half-hearted as it is.]
How nice for you.
[Apparently inadequate. It's not enough that she should have more than he does. He'll have to hear all about it too.]
[She gets it and she doesn’t. Family, blood family, can’t just be considered away. But sometimes people don’t have parents, and sometimes they reject people they shouldn’t as though incompatibility runs through their veins. She gets that....
[What she doesn’t get, or pretend to understand, is why this infernal number game refuses to move with two quick, straightforward replies, one of which clearly hurts. Caitlyn averts her eyes, folds her arms loosely, as though this is somehow more uncomfortable for her. (It’s almost certainly not.)]
Jayce Talis. An inventor my family sponsored. I grew up knowing him. And Vi, my—
Someone else I love.
[Differently. Very differently. But;] For the purposes of this answer, [glaring somewhere off, as though the mystery numbers are somewhere visible], that should be sufficient.
[There are follow up questions. A family sponsoring an inventor sounds like something you'd read about in Great Expectations. He thinks Caitlyn must be rich, and that she must still be rich, because she isn't half as miserable as him (he taught Latin, not English). Something buzzes between his ears, and his eyes search for numbers that still haven't changed.]
What do you want me to say?
[His voice is quiet, teeth gritting behind his lips. All at once, something surges up inside of him. He shouts:]
There isn't anybody else! Goddammit.
[Silence rings around them. A second passes, two, three...
[The numbers roll. 110. Have you ever broken the law?
[When he shouts, no one’s watching. Caitlyn doesn’t have to. Anything else would be sadistic.
[He laughs, and her eyes screw shut for a second. It’s not about the numbers.
[Head shaking, aggravation directed anywhere but the man,] Listen– [Her hand lifts, as though to reach out, but awkwardly gestures away instead;] We can stop. You’ve answered more than enough already.
[It’s not pity, and it’s not a limited resource, but she knows a rebuke whens he hears one. (…This one, anyway.) Shuts up.]
Yes, as well. [Looking back in Whelk’s direction, now, if through him. Easier to steel her face that way. Her first answer should have established this, but because the game only seems sated by examples:] Forgery, for one. In most [all, really] instances of unlawful behavior, however, I have been above the law.
This is [nodding slightly, arms folded again] a certain sort of hell. [Half a thought spared to the lack of a roll. He didn’t provide an example, maybe that’s it.] But I am fairly sure I’m not dead.
[Well. Not in any way she’s aware of. Wouldn’t be the first surprise....]
I don’t suppose you think answers could release you.
[“Whelk.” “Caitlyn.” And there’s so much more to a person than even the names they give for themselves.]
I’m the last person who should be ferrying anyone anywhere. [Dry, but… inquisitive, now that the possibility’s floated by. A hand lifts, knuckles by her chin, as her eyes flick away, thought to thought, and back to the dead man again.]
You strike me as very much alive. [Half musing aloud.] But I suppose in classic stories of the reanimated dead [“classic” specified for… reasons], the lost need to find peace.
[Half a joke, too. Invasive questions as a means to that? Hardly....]
[Whelk rolls his eyes, but at least he feels like he's not the only one.]
There's no peace.
[Dreary, even given the circumstances. He hears how miserable he sounds, how tired, always so tired, like he's just waiting to get back home and go to sleep.
[But he doesn't sleep. Peace. No...]
I look alive. You're right. But I don't do anything. Before I was here, it's not like I was anywhere else. I don't even think I'm a ghost...
[“I look alive,” he says, sounding less lively than he has this entire question-conversation. He doesn’t want “pity,” as has been keenly established. So Caitlyn keeps her expression to its typical stern, and aims for the less revealing detail:]
You seem to have a clear idea what happened to you. [To cause his death.]
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[Smart man. Caitlyn’s not sure if she likes him or not.]
No justification of self-defense. [Is that a distinction she would have made had it not been pointed out? Unclear.] In either case, the end of a gun leaves no intention to question.
[A sound cracks the air—the snapping of wood? a trigger pulled?—and numbers roll once more. Is he still tired?]
Fifty-seven. [“Is there anyone who isn’t related to you by blood that you consider ‘family’?”]
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[And he still hears the whispers. Yes, he's still tired, but he's standing up straighter, glaring at Caitlyn. There's something wild about his eyes, two dark gray tornadoes.]
I don't even consider the people related to me to be my family.
[He sounds like he could spit. The number doesn't change.]
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[Noise like that has long stopped making Caitlyn flinch. She forgets others may not be so accustomed until meeting the storm in those eyes—and the saddest answer that question could possibly garner.
[The frown is immediate and involuntary.] How can you not— No, no, [blinking, cutting herself off] don’t answer that. You don’t need to. My answer’s yes.
[But the number doesn’t change.]
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How nice for you.
[Apparently inadequate. It's not enough that she should have more than he does. He'll have to hear all about it too.]
Who?
[That's what it wants to know, right? Has to be.]
clip is short just part of a compilation
[She gets it and she doesn’t. Family, blood family, can’t just be considered away. But sometimes people don’t have parents, and sometimes they reject people they shouldn’t as though incompatibility runs through their veins. She gets that....
[What she doesn’t get, or pretend to understand, is why this infernal number game refuses to move with two quick, straightforward replies, one of which clearly hurts. Caitlyn averts her eyes, folds her arms loosely, as though this is somehow more uncomfortable for her. (It’s almost certainly not.)]
Jayce Talis. An inventor my family sponsored. I grew up knowing him. And Vi, my—
Someone else I love.
[Differently. Very differently. But;] For the purposes of this answer, [glaring somewhere off, as though the mystery numbers are somewhere visible], that should be sufficient.
[Are they?]
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(he taught Latin, not English). Something buzzes between his ears, and his eyes search for numbers that still haven't changed.]What do you want me to say?
[His voice is quiet, teeth gritting behind his lips. All at once, something surges up inside of him. He shouts:]
There isn't anybody else! Goddammit.
[Silence rings around them. A second passes, two, three...
[The numbers roll. 110. Have you ever broken the law?
[Whelk laughs.]
Oh, for fuck's sake.
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[When he shouts, no one’s watching. Caitlyn doesn’t have to. Anything else would be sadistic.
[He laughs, and her eyes screw shut for a second. It’s not about the numbers.
[Head shaking, aggravation directed anywhere but the man,] Listen– [Her hand lifts, as though to reach out, but awkwardly gestures away instead;] We can stop. You’ve answered more than enough already.
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Save your pity for someone more deserving, I beg you.
The answer is yes. What's yours?
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[It’s not pity, and it’s not a limited resource, but she knows a rebuke whens he hears one. (…This one, anyway.) Shuts up.]
Yes, as well. [Looking back in Whelk’s direction, now, if through him. Easier to steel her face that way. Her first answer should have established this, but because the game only seems sated by examples:] Forgery, for one. In most [all, really] instances of unlawful behavior, however, I have been above the law.
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That, or you're a cop.
[Just as quickly as his rage rose up, it seems to have died. He's tugging at his ear lobe, moving his jaw around like he's trying to get it to pop.]
Which is it?
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[A short sigh.] Both. [The mild exasperation is for only one.
[His agitation shifted. Less explosive. A beat, Caitlyn’s focus returning to Whelk proper; then,] You’re not under arrest.
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Not by you. I suppose dead men are above the law too.
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[She blinks.
[Gives him a split-second (but very blatant) skim-over, head to toe and back again.]
I did mean for other reasons. [Flatly.] But that would be in your favor.
not the BLINK
[He doesn't look any more amused than he did a few seconds ago.]
With my luck it wouldn't matter. And it doesn't. Because we're here.
I'd assumed Hell, but you seem surprised.
somehow not the first Caitlyn tag I’ve used that in
This is [nodding slightly, arms folded again] a certain sort of hell. [Half a thought spared to the lack of a roll. He didn’t provide an example, maybe that’s it.] But I am fairly sure I’m not dead.
[Well. Not in any way she’s aware of. Wouldn’t be the first surprise....]
I don’t suppose you think answers could release you.
what is this thread becoming omg...
[He's tired. That's true. He still hasn't seen Czerny.]
Who are you, then? [When did his voice get so hoarse? He clears his throat.]
Why you, of all people? If this is meant to...ferry me across, or...
[He looks frustrated with his own words, making a dismissive gesture with his hand, scoffing at himself.]
Whatever...
who knows! not ever us
[“Whelk.” “Caitlyn.” And there’s so much more to a person than even the names they give for themselves.]
I’m the last person who should be ferrying anyone anywhere. [Dry, but… inquisitive, now that the possibility’s floated by. A hand lifts, knuckles by her chin, as her eyes flick away, thought to thought, and back to the dead man again.]
You strike me as very much alive. [Half musing aloud.] But I suppose in classic stories of the reanimated dead [“classic” specified for… reasons], the lost need to find peace.
[Half a joke, too. Invasive questions as a means to that? Hardly....]
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There's no peace.
[Dreary, even given the circumstances. He hears how miserable he sounds, how tired, always so tired, like he's just waiting to get back home and go to sleep.
[But he doesn't sleep. Peace. No...]
I look alive. You're right. But I don't do anything. Before I was here, it's not like I was anywhere else. I don't even think I'm a ghost...
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[“I look alive,” he says, sounding less lively than he has this entire question-conversation. He doesn’t want “pity,” as has been keenly established. So Caitlyn keeps her expression to its typical stern, and aims for the less revealing detail:]
You seem to have a clear idea what happened to you. [To cause his death.]
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Yeah. I was there for it.
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[Vaguely bemused huff.] Could have been sudden.
But, yes, the circumstances of your death. Why you may be trapped in this game at all.
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[Christ. For as awful as it was, it sounds...extremely lame.]
After a ritual sacrifice.
Not my own...
[It would have been, had things gone his way.]
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[It sounds extremely awful, but she will keep that off her face. Instead:] Whose?
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Some piece of trailer trash with his dad's gun.
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[“Trailer trash.” Doesn’t take a detective to hear that connotation.] And did this… individual, how [if at all] did he know you?
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do it buddy fuck around and find out
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cw: child abuse :')
Re: cw: child abuse :')
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read this a second time and started crying
8,)
:tailsshock: WRAPPED?????? I'M SO????